The past couple of weeks have been a rollercoaster ride and not a fun one!

That being said, I've met many of my friends and had many good moments, they have been a great distraction during this confusing and depressing time. I'm also so extremely thankful that they took me in, and treated me like a part of their household for just a few days ❤️

First I went on a train trip to the Netherlands - I have shared some pictures from that trip on my Instagram story (it is saved as a highlight on my profile) but I am planning to share more about that here on the blog.

I also spent 8 days hiking from Sälen to Grövelsjön with Peter Bergström. Will write more about that here too.

It was very wet! But nice to be out hiking ☺️ And with a fellow long-distance hiker!

I needed that. But it also gave me a lot of time to think, which has resulted in more nights having difficulty sleeping, nightmares, lots of bad thoughts and many tears.

I'm happy I got to meet my friends and colleagues in Grövelsjön too.

But some days are harder than others. Trudging on is not always easy. Some days everything just feels completely pointless and it is hard not to question what the point of life really is.